Silence shouts

I feel like screaming.
Just let go of all inside feelings. Just shout! Loud and clear. I just can't.
Sometimes I feel like my head is about på explode, break. See how all my feelings slips down over my eyes, my intere face. This heavy stream of emotins, which I can't control. It closes my eyes, and that's a releaf.
It's black, and I don't have to think and feel. I'am just there. It's out
I feel unfair. I feel like I have to defend my self, all time. I'd like you argue, I'am just affraid of the consequences.
My shouts are silence. Like blank pages of paper. You could write something importend on thoes pages, but you don't. The are blank.
Emontions, which I keep inside. They'll always say a thousend words, whitout any sound.
My shouts are silnece, but some day you'll hear it.
Loud and clear