I fell in love

Some months ago, I didn't even know about love. I always thought that it was overestimated, and that thoes romantic scenes in movies showed a unrealistic situation. I guess I just did'nt know.
Now I see love everywere, I hear it in all music and see in all situations. It is bitter sweet.
I'am late. I did'nt fell in love whit schoolmates or popstars, I was'nt aware of the serious amotions love could bring. I didn't belive them. When my girlfriends came to me, and talked about how much they could'nt stop thinking of this guy, I didn't belive... Because I did'nt know.
But now I do. It tok me such long time, to see and feel love... To be abel to reach for the signals.
I haven't been kissed before, and I'am longing. So despretly. It's like a growing need in my body, which I can't control.
I meet him, on a boat. I was on holiday, classic.
He has got this wonderfull Turkeys agcent, and I miss him. To miss is to love.
We talked that night, I held his hand. It was like being whit somebody who you have know your whole life... I guess thats love.
Now I'am longing. For him, because he gave me confidens. My whole life, some thing in my head has told me, to be unssattisfied. He free'ed me. He told me that I was beuatiful, and I belive him, In some point that little voise in my head fell out.
He was the barman on that boat, and he didn't do his job. He talked whit me, he held my hand.
Now I am home, and just as I thoug that the voíce in my head stopped, it came back to torture me. No Danish boy wants you.
I want to feel that warm again, I want to look in somebodys eye, and see my mirror. I am searching, I'am longing.
I still have him in my heart and in my head. I can't stop thinking of him, and sometimes I have to say out loud,
Heart of mine, be still